I am a BTC bear

Why I can't believe in 100 k usd for one BTC ? Well I love BTC but for me it is early . Somewhere in the winter or in the spring we should see 14-18k .Then I all in. But now it is too quick for me , especially I remember it was worth 9k a year ago . I am in this for a long time - it is too quick even for BTC .